heart think.

Spiritual Strength is the aim.

Quote: What you think about, and talk about you bring about so always use positive words and thoughts…” I won’t even bring up the past fears that arose from reading those words… I will just close my eyes, hold my breath briefly… then exhale. inhale. and work to live by this quote.

No longer will I fear an emotional relapse ~ This is my term for when I have moments of feeling as if I will never truly be able to “move forward” because I will fall back and allow myself to be engulfed up by the cloud of negative emotions or allowing my actions to be fueled by fear. I demand, deserve and desire the intense peace of controlling all that I can and leaving what I cannot to the universe. Without a tear, without sadness. Or if I am to cry or feel sadness, I am the watcher and not driven by these feelings.

Powerful moment, defining when I regained control: I realized that I’d allowed the break-up to diminish the joy in my life. The way I get lost in the negative thoughts and emotions that result from a break-up initiated entirely by one person, I was acting as if that person was the only source of joy in my life. When I realized that, I took the reigns…made the decision to take the reigns of my own joy and vow to remain the controller and shaper of that joy. This is not a thumbing of my nose at my ex-significant other… but just a trust and belief in my own light and love.

And it’s time to learn how to be and remain open. This is not hard for me to do but it is difficult for me to maintain… so that is my lesson.

More and more I realize that it is time to let go of the hurt… and to let go of the pain.

When one of the most loving relationships I’d ever experienced ended (changed phases) I lost my way; I lost my faith in many forms of love: love for myself, allowing myself to be loved… and my love for most others. I didn’t hate anyone, but I lost faith in the possibility of love existing. Slowly and in moments of my greatest strength, my candle… my light still burns and I am reminded that no matter how outside levels of darkness may come over me, there is still a bright shining light within.

All I used to pray for was happiness. Now, everyday I just want some peace.

Right now: I don’t want to be in a relationship. I don’t even want to think about or define love. I just want to shine and exist in a world where just being by myself is the most amazing experience, ever.

Had to tweet this shit: First time watching HD, watching ‘the Crazies’- can you say, oh my daaamn! picture so clear, looks like a home vid!

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